Here I am...

So here I am on a Saturday night, all alone. This week I had previously made plans with friends to hang out that I had not seen in a while. Excited I thought of all the things we could do catch up , see a movie, party or whatever else there was the sky was the limit- or so I thought.

Saturday 1pm - first friend bails out of plans- she had to go to dinner with the family why this would take all night  I am still trying to figure out.
4pm- second friend bails she had to go to family friends understandable.
6:30pm- Third friend bails she wants to go to the movies with other people from school. Thanks -__-
6:58pm- last friend bails. She said since no one else was hanging she wasn't going to she had an upset stomach.

So again here I am alone to fully understand why I am so upset, I should mention  I have two huge pet peeves that would nicely fall under this situation.
1) Ditching me for your boyfriend or a guy. If we have plans don't choose me over him unless it is a life and death situation.
2) Ditching at last minute unless it is a understandable excuse ( this does not include going to the movies because you want to see Paranormal Activity 3 instead of hang out)

I have never really understood why people make plans then back out last minute. I could understand if you get grounded, or you come down with a sudden case of the fever but not because you would rather hang out with other people.It really makes you feel like a piece of gum stuck to the bottom of the shoe when someone does this. Aren't best friends supposed to always be therefore you and not back out?
This may seem like I am whining and getting mad over nothing but honestly this is not the first time this has happened. I have had a friend ditch plans because she decided she wanted to hook up with some guy. Sometimes I wonder do I put my friends before my own priorities where as they do not? I mean I would do anything for a friend but sometimes I don't feel like they would for me. Or maybe I am just over thinking things. Do you ever feel this way or is it only me?

Peace&Love

Kae <3