Can't Stop thinking of you

This weekend my friends and I went to this guys house. It was my best friends boyfriends house to be exact. We we were talking and having a good time ( there was about 8 of us) when everyone wanted to watch a scary movie. I cannot handle scary movies at all! So I convinced everyone to go for  a walk! We were walking down the street and I was walking next to this guy I was flirting with the whole night ( lets call him Mike) So normally I am extremely shy around guys I don't know why i just am. So my friend Jenn said kiss him kiss him, I just did my nervous laugh thing and brushed it off... long story short we ended up kissing. Any way I kinda assumed he would add me on Facebook... weekend passed nothing. Awkward right? So today i see him in the hall and I don't say hi or anything because maybe i was reading more into then i should have. But then my friend Alex said why didn't you say hey he looked right at you... even more awkward.

 I don't know if I am thinking about this to much or not I am so confused. To add to it all Mike just recently broke up with his girlfriend due to long distance relationship so was i just the rebound girl?

Not sure... really not sure

Thinking&Pondering 

Kae <3

Here I am...

So here I am on a Saturday night, all alone. This week I had previously made plans with friends to hang out that I had not seen in a while. Excited I thought of all the things we could do catch up , see a movie, party or whatever else there was the sky was the limit- or so I thought.

Saturday 1pm - first friend bails out of plans- she had to go to dinner with the family why this would take all night  I am still trying to figure out.
4pm- second friend bails she had to go to family friends understandable.
6:30pm- Third friend bails she wants to go to the movies with other people from school. Thanks -__-
6:58pm- last friend bails. She said since no one else was hanging she wasn't going to she had an upset stomach.

So again here I am alone to fully understand why I am so upset, I should mention  I have two huge pet peeves that would nicely fall under this situation.
1) Ditching me for your boyfriend or a guy. If we have plans don't choose me over him unless it is a life and death situation.
2) Ditching at last minute unless it is a understandable excuse ( this does not include going to the movies because you want to see Paranormal Activity 3 instead of hang out)

I have never really understood why people make plans then back out last minute. I could understand if you get grounded, or you come down with a sudden case of the fever but not because you would rather hang out with other people.It really makes you feel like a piece of gum stuck to the bottom of the shoe when someone does this. Aren't best friends supposed to always be therefore you and not back out?
This may seem like I am whining and getting mad over nothing but honestly this is not the first time this has happened. I have had a friend ditch plans because she decided she wanted to hook up with some guy. Sometimes I wonder do I put my friends before my own priorities where as they do not? I mean I would do anything for a friend but sometimes I don't feel like they would for me. Or maybe I am just over thinking things. Do you ever feel this way or is it only me?

Peace&Love

Kae <3

Its beginning to look a lot like Halloween! Okay so I know cheesy but I love Halloween it is one of my favorite holidays ( if you can count it as one!) I love the dressing up and the Halloween movies, Halloweentown and The Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown. As a kid who doesn't love going out for Halloween to get free Candy. This year being a junior it  was going to be my first time not going out Trick or Treating. To say the least i was upset but who is going to give a 16 year old candy? Plus its embarrassing when your at the door next to a four year old.

 I was disappointed trying to figure out what to do on Halloween. Then in my math class I over heard one of the girls talking about Halloween for Hunger! This is a Free the Children Campaign ( I will post the link below check it out!) I decided to look it up when I got home. Turns out I could still go Trick or Treating! Every year people go out and ask for canned foods instead of candy! How great is that? I could have fun on Halloween and help those in need!

So this is what i am doing this Halloween. I am getting a group of my friends together and off we go. It is for a great cause! Check it out and maybe you'll participate to :)

Peace& Love
Kae <3

http://www.freethechildren.com/getinvolved/youth/campaigns/campaigns.php?type=halloweenforhunger

A Year of Change

This summer my friends and I decided to start a Bucket list. We decided that it would last from July to the end of December. The point of it for me was to try new things that normally I would not! This has been going really well actually. The list included several things including eat 1000 Popsicle's, going to the beach , tie dyeing and a lot more.

The Bucket list got me thinking, why not record what my junior year of high school is like here, i am sure there are many things that will happen that have not before. Then 10 minutes later here it is created my blog. Now this is a place for me to let go and just say what i feel, sure I could have no one read this then again 1000 of people may. I will never no until I try right?

So bear with me, I am just getting used to this! One of the things I hope to improve is my grammer. I know this isn't professional but this is just an amateur blog. I also want to accomplish finding a good "goodbye" so once again bear with me :)

Peace&Love

Kae